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RENA TOO

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Warped and Twisted. [Oct. 2nd, 2008|11:30 pm]
RENA TOO
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Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
So many tricks & so many lies
Too many whens & too many whys
Nobody's special, nobody's gifted
I'm just me, warped & twisted
Sleeping awake & choking on a dream
Listening loudly to a silent scream
Call my mind, the number's unlisted
Lost in someone so warped & twisted
On my knees, alive but dead
Look at the invisible blood I've bled
I'm not gone, my mind has drifted
Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted
Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow
Today's just yesterday's tomorrow
The sun died out, the ashes sifted

I'm still here, warped & twisted 
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[User Picture]From: fudly
2009-04-14 08:08 am (UTC)
You've got good literature too. This is lovely. I'm adding you up.
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[User Picture]From: renatoo
2009-04-14 08:41 am (UTC)
sadly, writing has become a chore.
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[User Picture]From: fudly
2009-04-14 08:57 am (UTC)
Just wait for it to hit. Alcohol is essentially liquid inspiration.
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[User Picture]From: renatoo
2009-04-14 09:00 am (UTC)
3 weeks of intense drinking (im not kiddin). And nothing's in my head. My film and essay is due this friday. doom's day.
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[User Picture]From: fudly
2009-04-14 09:55 am (UTC)
What's it on? I might be able to prod you on. And I'll be schooling with you when the new sem starts in august i realise.
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[User Picture]From: renatoo
2009-04-14 10:04 am (UTC)
Its a documentary kinda thing.I don't know how to say this, but the protagonist, is this person i used to not really know. But after the whole filming thing, we got real close. It's as though i've known her all my life.
i don't know if you know what imtalking about.
It's erm, 'she feels my pain. i feel hers'? kinda thing.
The whole documentary is about her talking about the government, excessive drinking, love, everything.
you going for foundation?
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[User Picture]From: fudly
2009-04-14 10:20 am (UTC)
No i don't need to take the foundation year. I'm level one immediately. it seems you've got the idea figured out so what's holding you back? Cinematography?
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[User Picture]From: renatoo
2009-04-14 10:28 am (UTC)
I got everything right in front of me. I can't piece them up. I need to give a written account of my choice of protagonist. You know, some things are just hard to put in words.
So what are you taking?
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[User Picture]From: fudly
2009-04-14 10:32 am (UTC)
I'm doing arts management. Just try to jigsaw the pieces. Sometimes the reason they don't piece up is cos you haven't found the missing links.
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[User Picture]From: renatoo
2009-04-14 10:36 am (UTC)
i think girls are just too emotional creatures. I might just use voiceovers to cover up everything :/
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[User Picture]From: fudly
2009-04-14 10:41 am (UTC)
if you're documenting an emotional dialogue, i think leaving in the sounds of faucets running would keep it real.
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[User Picture]From: renatoo
2009-04-14 10:45 am (UTC)
yea. it is an emotional dialogue. And i am an emotional piece of shit. I can't piece what she said altogether. Believe it or not, i have my sound track etc all ready. Its already on, cut some shots here and there. The piecing together part, is weird. and at the end of it, it might not make any sense to anybody at all.
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[User Picture]From: fudly
2009-04-14 10:55 am (UTC)
Hmm... i've written things that don't make much sense at all. You need to know what's your purpose. Do you have a lesson to teach them, or is it to stimulate melancholy. If it's the latter, you only need to hit them with seriously depressing lines here and there.
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[User Picture]From: renatoo
2009-04-14 11:20 am (UTC)
yea. im reading some charles wright, nathalie stephens' stuff. Nikki sixx's also have some rather good lines here and there.
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[User Picture]From: fudly
2009-04-14 11:23 am (UTC)
Haha Motley Crue??? The album Adore by the Smashing Pumpkins is probably the most depressing album i've heard in my life. Try that out. (:
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[User Picture]From: renatoo
2009-04-14 11:26 am (UTC)
Nikki sixx's Heroin diaries. about the days he used to shoot up..etc. Placebo is rather good as well.
You know the whole thing about being able to feel, but not able to put it in words?
thats what im feeling right now. I feel it, i can't write. And even if i do write, i don't know if i'll ever hand it in. It's the fear of being judged over and over again.
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[User Picture]From: fudly
2009-04-14 11:28 am (UTC)
Yet to master the art of not giving a fuck, you have....
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[User Picture]From: renatoo
2009-04-14 11:30 am (UTC)
i don't give a fuck, in certain areas, but to deal with work and a friend that means a lot. it's never easy. Im waiting for this fucking blanket to come crashing on the entire humanity.
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[User Picture]From: fudly
2009-04-14 11:41 am (UTC)
I think the wait is going to be very long. We'd fuck each of ourselves up individually big time first before the sky will come crashing down on us.
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[User Picture]From: renatoo
2009-04-14 11:48 am (UTC)
to think of it, i've fucked up so many fucken times.
The city catches fire, and we're in it. It's a goddamn disease.

and this comment is damn long, you should add me on msn or something.
rena_too@hotmail.com
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